I had just thought that maybe if I played like Johnny wasn't dead it wouldn't hurt so much
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Don't remember how Johnny was your buddy, don't remember that he didn't want to die.
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Dally didn't die a hero. He died violent and young and desperate, just like we all knew he'd die someday.
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even as I begged silently--- Please, not him... not him and Johnny both ---I knew he would be dead, because Dally Winston wanted to be dead and he always got what he wanted.
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He was dead before he hit the ground. But I knew that was what he wanted
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How can I take it? I wondered. Dally is tougher than I am. Why can I take it when Dally can't? And then I knew. Johnny was the only thing Dally loved. And now Johnny was gone.
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And this time my dreaming worked. I convinced myself that he wasn't dead.
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You read about people looking peacefully asleep when they're dead, but they don't. Johnny just looked dead.
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"Stay gold, Ponyboy. Stay gold..." The pillow seemed to sink a little, and Johnny died.
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He kept calling for Dallas and Ponyboy. If he lived... If? Please, no, I thought. Please not "if."