Brother Carnival

But it isn’t ours. Luigi Pirandello wrote about such matters.

So if you were to ask, say, Where do you live?—I would lie, recall my most recent role, and offer that person’s address.

How many children do you have? Then I must think back to when I played a father and answer: six. He was a German soldier in a little-known World War II drama I starred in Off-Off-Broadway. His name was Josef, and he’d hidden his Waffen-SS uniform under the attic floorboards for fear that it would be discovered by one of his offspring.

And your wife—who is she? I’ve had many, but then I picture the comeliest, Alana, whose raven-black hair she’d braid in one glorious plait. When she climbed the stairs to bed at night, I’d watch it sweep from the left side of her porcelain back to the right, pendulum-like. In a pre-Technicolor film, I’d taken her home to my widowed mother, who lived in Ohio.

HOUSE OF THE MAN-MADE LORD

Pretend all you want. Laugh and bullshit with your empty friends. Ratchet up the noise. Nothing will work, I assure you. I have all the time in the world—prick.

Four New York City
Chapter Five Revelation?
Chapter Six Shifting in and out of Character
Part Three
Chapter Seven The Window Harp
Chapter Eight Notebook for

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