buckets (NHB Modern Plays)

Someone I went to see, and they. Told me to make lists. Things that are wrong and things that I’m grateful for. And I’m sure it’s a good technique for some people but… One. I don’t – I can’t – I’m sick, basically, and I don’t think I’m going to get better. And the world is so. I mean at any given moment millions of people are suffering, really actively suffering, starving and ill and being burnt and scarred, and we all just carry on, we know what’s happening but we ignore it, we occupy ourselves with trivial little problems, and then – then we go on about living good lives and everyone’s just so selfish, if you stop and think about it it’s sickening and once you realise that how can any of us live with ourselves?

feel I can carry on with… Someone

It’s just after midnight and I’m standing at the end of the platform at the train station. And this is the