Alpha Nicholas

Usually, when a wolf goes insane they turn nasty towards everyone around them, and while my Dad doesn't behave like that, it doesn't stop me from wondering if maybe he has a different form of being insane in which he manages to keep it hidden from the world and just take it out on me.

swallow back a response that will only infuriate him more however he doesn't care what I do or don't say. He's ready to hurt me and I'm pretty sure that the lovely Lola isn't going to do a dam thing to help me, if anything she'll help him end me sooner. I go to take a step away from him but he just shakes his head with the creepiest smile that I have ever seen plastered across his face. "Not so fast, doggy." He fakes a dog bark before tightening his hold on my throat until I start to become uncomfortable and slowly feel my breath going shallow.
I look around but I still don't see anyone then I hear the faintest noise and want to cry with relief when I hear his voice. “GET YOUR MOTHER FUCKING HANDS OF MY MATE, NOW!"

After a quick link to Shane letting him know I'm going for a run I take off for the forest without a backward glance. He tries to insist on coming but I quickly dismiss it. I only linked him as he is my Beta and is in charge when I'm not around. I appreciate his offer but I need some time alone.
I let Storm lose and he runs with all he has. I can feel the anger rolling off him as he storms through the forest and as I feel the wind whip past us as he runs through the trees and the ground crunch beneath his paws I feel him slowly start to calm down and so do I. Reliving everything to Bonnie was so fucking hard. Yes, I've spoken about it over the years, more so the first few years after it happened but even then I've never given as much detail as I did to Bonnie. Still, she deserved to know as much as possible.
She was so incredible the whole time but I could sense her pulling away towards the end and I know why. She thinks that I'm still holding back something. She thinks there's more to the story, more to my reasons behind not wanting a mate, and she is right, there is something else that I'm hiding from her, something I've hidden from everyone. Well, everyone except for Tony, he knows about it because it affects him too but we swore to never tell anyone else. Of course... she also knows but she's not here and she doesn't matter.
What happened... when we first found out about it none of us believed it so we decided to keep it a secret because it was complete nonsense and just seemed so impossible, but then it became a reality and blew both of our worlds apart. Tony suffered